Sunday, January 29, 2012
{ 1:54 AM }
Hey hey heyyy , i'm back again and i have realized that really need to blog because when i get angry , i only have my bro. But when my bro isnt there for me she can just come and read it here already :D . YES SO BTW I HAVE A BOYFRIEND . I can't believe it myself , but i do have one , and after all the ex boyfriend's i've had , a guy comes along and makes me feel like i'm the only one and all that love nonsense which i used to not believe and still refusing to believe . I thought things would have gotten better but guess what , it feels like im in a fucking lions cage and i cant get out even if i wanted to. He's so overprotective and so god damn controlling . AND thats when i told my bro about it and apparently we are sort of under the same roof except for the fact that she doesnt get slapped about 5 times in 2 days . I DONT LIKE IT LA I AM THE ONE WHO IS SUPPOSED TO BE SLAPPING GUYS , NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND . NOBODY TOUCHES THIS FAT GIRL HERE . And now , as usual i dont feel like i love him for who he is or what . the only thing that made me so shocked was the fact that he CARED . Not only cared but bought me stuff and chocolates esp haha (hint hint to my bro ) . i mean he cares for my well being and family matters and all but there's really no way in hell that i'm becoming some elephant for him . i am already big enough an elephant what more a hindu . GO TO HELL K . My parents will refuse to accept this nonsense so at this side of the road , i'm tryna push him away asap . I broke up with my ex whom i was with for about 2 years , cuz i was a jerk as in literally j e r k . He never did anything wrong and i just HAD TO . i cry every night still , thinking about him SIGHH. my sec school friend is speaking to me and i hope i can see him sometime soon , cuz i miss him and everything we had . it was all perfect and i had no trouble in anything luh seriously . BTW I MISS MY BRO AND BRO , I'VE DONE MY HOMEWORK AND I'LL KEEP THIS DISGUSTING BLOG AS CLEAN AS I CAN BY UPDATING OKAY . LOVE MY BRO.